Turning 40

I have just half a year left to relish my 30′s and it has put me into panic mode.  If my life was in order I would be fine with the number, but it’s in shambles.  I am filled with anxiety and haven’t had a proper night’s sleep in ages.  I have not been very self aware and due to my ostrich in the sand ways I have been frittering my time away.  I hope this blog journal will be a catalyst for a new life for me. I want it to work!  It’s my last option.